Makes sense to me. I do talk to Him when I am laying down to go to sleep, and since I have been talking to Him more, i think that I am looking to hear His words, clearer and more often. It is a very strange feeling, its calming but, still, like agitated, best way to describe it. I have posted her email so you can see her words...Would like to get your thoughts on this...They are just words to me, but I don't know, maybe you see something. I am not trying to make something out of it, I just think if you saw her words, you might get a better idea of her..
"we need to talk about this stuff face to face....you can not just take me off....I will have to help out....and as for the car .... I am not putting it in my own name.....we can try to sell it or whatever....but I can't afford it.....another thing we can talk about...maybe we can refinance the house and pay it off like we did the truck ...or pay it down enough to get a cheaper one..... I don't know...cause I dont' know how all this works myself.......sorry you have to keep asking for money but it is hard to come by...I am not doing it on purpose....but I was paying 300 a paycheck to the car... I still need to get some food and personal stuff each paycheck. gas and insurance...it is gone.....I am trying hard to find something that pays as well at BBB but it isn't easy...and I am not going to go somewhere and work more hours and not make the same pay.... they are working on fitting me into a full time position............sorry it took so long to get back but I am hardly on the computer...it is in Pams room and I feel uncomfortable sitting in here...."
We refinance to pay off her car and it goes ont he mortgage I pay, can't refinance now anyway, already tried got denied. She realizes that she makes money working part time but with the employment rate, people are getting hired for a song. as for fitting her in full time, ain't gonna happen, already know that. Feel bad, but why should I put my financial needs behind hers? I am going to tell her she wil have to pay me $10 a week for health insurance and put her on a payment plan for car. Oooh, it hurt like hell to bend like that...The $10 goes into a bank account to help offset the deductible, I am not being mean, it will help her out, just don't want to tell her that...
