1. I really enjoyed Xmas shopping, makes me happy. anyway the email she sent me, her being upset and obviously nervous and doing a lot of "we's" in her email, and my subsequent hand written letter, which is very direct and light hearted, have me feeling that empty feeling. I know I am detached/detaching (constantly) I can control the feeling, He fills it, but is it normal to get this gut wrenching empty feeling when I do communicate with her? I didn't when I met with ehr about her brakes a coule of weks back. Yes, it's normal. Holidays are part of it too I'm sure.
2. The feeling of wanting to be alone, to rest. Has anyone experienced this? I feel guilty doing nothing, but I have this overwhelming want to be alone and in quiet...Pray quite a bit more, last night I asked many questions, finally fell asleep, feel like the answers came to me i the sleep, because those feelings were gone this morning when I woke up... If when you are at rest is when you best talk, and when you best hear, Him - it would stand to reason your spirit could desire that communication at any given time...especially during difficult times
