You ask me to enter / But then you make me crawl

[MichelleLT]

Yeah, he's definitely given me some mixed signals. But I can't play the guessing game. Who knows what's going on. His actions say he wants to continue with the D papers. I don't have the energy left to fight, don't want to fight, so I'll finish drafting them.

Off to work now.

Remind me not to kill any stupid people.

(((everyone)))

I'll check on you after work!

[mishka422]

And for heavens sake don't be telling people to get their kids out of the way of large swinging doors that could take their heads off!

[Virtually_Handsome]

((((((Michelle))))))

Let the stupid people live another day!

[MichelleLT]

Well, meant to check on everyone after work yesterday.

In reality, didn't get much done besides making dinner for R and drinking wine LOL.

Got my schedule for next week and it's not too bad. A couple early mornings, but I'll take that over late nights.

No word from H, surprise surprise there. I am putting together the rest of the papers slowly. Probably get them finished next week and then I'll contact H about signing them.

Hope everyone is doing well!

[One Day]

((((Michelle)))))

Just catching up- that really is sad news about H wanting to move forward with the D, and I'm not surprised it unsettled you. *sigh* I'm not sure I have any good suggestions, or comforting words but wanted to say that I'm thinking of you, and you're an amazing person. That stuff about being to strong for him may be his perception now, but it's a silly 'fog' thing to say. Another excuse.

R sounds interesting....

L. xx

[MichelleLT]

Posted a few pics on FB. Including one of R and me.

pic Hopefully even those of you w/o FB can see that

G'nite!

[AliSuddenly]

Hy Michelle,

You look really well matched !! Like you go together, you know? I dont know what your ex looked like, but I'm betting he looked different.

You are sad about H and the D, but how are you feeling about this new R? Is it making you happy?

Al xxx

[GoingForward]

Nice pic, Michelle.

Sorry H isn't around again, but hopefully he will respond once you notify him of the papers needing to be signed. I think once that part of the sitch is taken care of, then you can really being to work through it and heal.

(((((Michelle)))))

So how's everything else going with work, aikido...? Still doing aikido? Have you even had any free time to do it with the holiday hours and all?!

[MichelleLT]

Still paying for aikido, doing is another matter.

My work schedule has conflicted with the classes almost every week for a month. I've been harassing my manager about it to no avail.

After the new year though I'll be going again.

Work is busy and stressful but today was okay. Love working early and getting off early.

Off to Metallica in Oakland tonight with my friend from school!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Babygirl]

omg, ok so come here to check on my guy buds, see the title of your thread and love it. THEN i have to read it and get to see you are going to metallica. OMG! lucky you!

men are confusing shhhhhhhhhhh i didnt say that lol. hang in there sweetie, tonite have fun, please include me stuck in cold ol ks with a jerk head ok? LOL!