Good BBJ! You are right on the money with your attitude right now.
Prodigal - absolutely! Just know that the prodigal sometimes remains that way because they don't learn or grow even though they see how bad things are without the love and support of their families.
You are an amazingly strong woman BobbiJo. Hold on to your faith (although it's a little dented right now). God will uplift you in the hardest of times and carry you through.
When you are feeling your lowest, click this link and listen carefully to the words of this song.