You ask me to enter / But then you make me crawl

[AliSuddenly]

Hey Michelle.. wow, so although he was determined, he still seemed sad? But he said he doesnt have the time and energy right now to fix it? I'm really sorry...

From everything you said about your H (PTSD,deployment stuff) and his upbringing/Dad running off.. it seems he does have alot of issues to sort out. Is he still having IC? And what does he mean, but you're too strong a character??

I am sure you are strong enough that you are not taking it personally. It does seem terribly sad that he cant devote some energy into trying to maintain an R with you. But there are others of us in that boat. I am sure my ex is so depressed and messed up, he just wants to keep moving forwards and not look back.

.. we've been here all year and you fought a good fight Michelle, but then, he seems very messed up right. I still dont get why he emailed you to say you are the best thing that ever happened to him though...
((((((Michelle)))))

Al xxx