Having my coffee before I jump in the shower. We got snow last night and H left at 3 am to plow. I'm sitting here in the recliner with my laptop and cat in my lap in the dark with my Christmas tree on. My BFF came over last night and we opened a bottle of champagne and toasted to good health. Then we started talking and never did start puting the ornaments on the tree. Gonna have to get that started tonight I guess. H was home and joined in on the convo. H finally got hungry and went in the kitchen and made us all tuna sandwitches. We all laughed about drinking champagne and eating tunafish sandwitches! The 3 of us had a good time, just like old times. After she left, H started to get depressed again, he missed a shot at a buck while he was out hunting earlier. He said several times that he was angry at himself, he was not happy with himself etc. I didn't make any mood to try and cheer him up like I normally would. Just nodded my head. Finally I said, well, I'm tired and need to go to bed. He said, well wait a minute and I'll go with you. We went to bed and he opened his arms wide and kind of folded me in and just held me for a while. I didn't cry, and I didn't talk. Finally we realized that I had my earrings still in and they were hurning us both. I sat up to take them off and we both got settled for sleep. His alarm went off at 3 and he got up to go plow.
So it looks like I got my wish for winter white this morning. I am centering myself and going to focus on the Holidays now.
I will check back in after I get into my office. Everyone that has to drive, please be safe.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
