A really really cute guy, huh? You are alive and healthyh if you notice. That's good...
I am the same. Sometimes I want to KNOW what happens/will happen, what the end will be etc etc. I am pulling my (very short) hair out too. And then..., I am numb and dont give a damn about what's happening... Hormones must have something to do with it. I agree...
How about if you make sure that for a couple of weeks you get real close to him, have fun, be your sexiest self, fun, intriguing etc etc and then... disappear. Make the difference between life with and without you show...