I'm sorry for your confusion. It sounds like you are still forcing things on her though, meaning the R talks. I get the impression that she isn't thinking too far ahead, and that she just wants to live day by day, not worrying whether or not you guys will be together or not. unlike you. you want to know, and you have great reason to. The only problem is, you can't control her, and if she's not ready, then she's not ready. and pushing it faster will only push her away. so, are you not going to call her now for awhile again? since she did indirectly say not to call, then you should probably step back again.
I'm sorry your rollercoaster is so gosh darn long. I know your tired. Just lean on God and let him help you.
(((T)))
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
