is my h's mind. Two and a half weeks ago, H tells our son, for the second time (last time was in February) that he is leaving (second worst night of my life, seeing son so upset) and he is still here.
Now, I think he is done with the marriage, checked out a long time ago. But these are my theories, tell me what you all think.
First, I think he wants our son to be able to stay in his home until he graduates in June, so he is going to live with the ow's mother (he was very close to her 30 years ago - he lost his mom when he was 13). (ow lives in another state).But the reality of going to live with a 71 year old is not exactly making him run out the door. And since he cannot afford an apartment - that is his only choice.
Or, he feels guilty as I said to him once to wait until after the holidays to tell son as S will always remember the holidays as the time his dad left.
Or, he has lost what is left of his mind and forgot he told son he was leaving.
Anyway, I realized that I have not been doing what I should be. I need to start GALing, I need to figure out how to get a full time job and I need to move forward. I have been stuck far too long.
So, lots to think about and do.
Well, off to the twilight zone, with a h who is leaving, but not. Who is starting a great new life, but is not. Who wants to leave as soon as possible, but is not. I feel like I am in a bad sitcom or something, ya know?
