Making my own good karma!!

[Silent Chrleader]

Opened up my bank account. Got paperwork for S17 to transfer to "Alternative" school. I hate that it has come to that but his schoolwork has really suffered through this whole ordeal and it's not like we was the most consciencious student to begin with. This is what he wants to do, and wants desperately to take the reins of his life decisions. So, I can only support him and help all I can. He's a great kid with a big heart and the light of my life.

I've been having small panic attacks all day (I have a history of panic disorder) so I have increased my meds. My brother has come to stay with me for a little while. He is an alcoholic and I had put my foot down on him not drinking around S17, but S17 is very close with him and I think needs all the support and male comraderie he can get now. And I like having another adult in the house for now while I get over this hump. It's sort of the lesser of evils. Plus, in spite of his flaws, my brother is a very fun guy to have around and I need that distraction right now.