Part of it PH is that when he does this I get angry inside since I see this as such a senseless expense that is unneccessary. Plus it's a constant reminder of what we don't have together.
I still believe my h is off in la la land and thinking only of himself at times.
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"