Part of it PH is that when he does this I get angry inside since I see this as such a senseless expense that is unneccessary. Plus it's a constant reminder of what we don't have together.

I still believe my h is off in la la land and thinking only of himself at times.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"