hi ... I don't know which one will come first, a nervous breakdown or gaining 25 lbs.???
update:
1.) feel very stressed a.) stress and pms do not go well together b.) trying to manage my parents health and daily routine while I'm on vacation...should I feel grateful? c.) txt 'A' because I knew his mother was having back surgery today...told him my mother was having surgery tomorrow...feel empty even after he txt me back...I guess sometimes it is not what I imagined...I need reinforcement
2.) I feel that I have emotionally invested in this parental care relationship, and it is weighing heavy on my shoulders a.) I miss 'A'.
3.) I feel very alone a.) My roommate told me that I should just tell him what I need and what I want. b.) mmmm??? I don't think 'A' would respond well to that. If reasoning would have worked, it would have worked a long time ago. c.) Because everything is going so slowly, I'm not sure what works.
