Thanks for checking on me. Yes, very thing is OK. Nothing happing here. W was at a retreat in the middle of nowhere this week and cell phone reception was very poor, so no contact with her until last night. I called and left a voice mail. She called back. She had been at her apt. for a number of hours and did not call me until I called. We are going to a wedding in SA this weekend. W made hotel reservations for one room with two beds. She made the reservations before she started sleeping with me again. We will see what she does this weekend.
I order 11 red roses and 1 white roses to be delivered to the hotel the afternoon we arrive. The white rose says that she stands out among the rest. I have already pack a bottle of wine, dancing music and candles to take with us. She dose not knot about any of this. I hope she will like it.
When we closed our phone conversation I told her that I had missed her and she said she had miss me too. I told her I loved her and she respond in kind. I am putting up the Christmas lights on the outside of the house today, so when she get home all of the Christmas lights will welcome her home. At least that is the plan.
I was down a little bit last night before she called and after. For one, why if she missed me, Why Did she not call me without me calling first? And 2 Why will she not say I love you first?
Do have any insight?
Christa thank you for checking on me. I have been lonesome for the last couple days. I am always around a lot of people, but since we are off for the holidays, I do not have that contact.
VS~ I am always here or there....never feel lonely!!!
I love your rose idea....what a lucky gal!!!
The I love you thing....don't worry...she's just not ready yet. Time, patients and space. She's still has mixed emotions. I'm sure she does miss you at her retreat....but doesn't want to give into her emotions...as she is "trying to be" a strong willed woman who is independent and doesn't "need" you. Don't let this get you down...you have come so far...and are doing FANTABULOUS!!!!!! You're doing everything you can to "show" her the new and improved VS....don't back down now!!!! I have faith in you that you will conquer this battle!!!!
Keep your eye on the green my friend...you've made it out of the bunkers and are well under par for the course!!!!
Things are quiet here...I don't like it!!! I understand your feelings of loneliness. But we will persevere!!!!
Trust me....I'm always around!!!!
((((VS))))
stay strong..."you can't keep a good man down"
Christa
H-32 Me-29 T-10years M-4yr (10/04) Me- WAW 1/07 I filed for D 2/07 D put on hold 5/07 H re-files for D 9/08 WOW! trying MC 10/08
"Work like you don't need the money, dance like nobody is watching, love like you've never been hurt!"
