The DB coach wants me to back off of texting/calling and gave me some pointers to use in C. I hope they work!! She wants me to validate more...which I know is one of my weaker points. Time will tell!! I felt a lot better after talking with her...as I was getting a lull...since he was not texting/calling back.
I hope soon things will be as good in IL as they are in TX
(((VS)))
H-32 Me-29 T-10years M-4yr (10/04) Me- WAW 1/07 I filed for D 2/07 D put on hold 5/07 H re-files for D 9/08 WOW! trying MC 10/08
"Work like you don't need the money, dance like nobody is watching, love like you've never been hurt!"
Your heart is in the right place. You are working real hard for the right reasons. It is true that good things come to those that work for it. You are successful in your own right. Look at what you have accomplished.
You completed another semester in graduate school. Many, many people cannot say that and they are not caring the same heavy emotional loads you are. You are stronger than most.
You completed another year with having your Bd. You have not read your name in the Obituary section of the paper. By the way, have you ever look at the obituary section in the paper. Isn't funny how all those people die in alphabetical order. (Sorry I digress).
Your horoscope has been 5 star days for 6 out of the last 7 days. That is pretty good I think.
You had a good talk with H and C session last week. Even had dinner with him. How long has it been since you have done that?
You had a good visit with DB coach witch made you feel better and gave you some new ideas to consider and points to work on.
You have some friends out here supporting you. You know they can take your money, your home, your car away from you; but they cannot take your friends or education. You have both. That is saying a lot.
KEG, you are doing all right. It will not be long before the temp. in IL will be the same as it is in TX. The one thing you have against you right now is a stubborn; male that is stuck in his cave. He is afraid to come out in fear that he actually may learns something new about himself and you. You will need to lead him to the waters of knowledge, but you cannot make him drink, he will have to do that on his own. You do not want to set at the entrance to his cave and wait on him; if you do he will never come out. Back off a little. He will come out
Lesson to the DB coach. My coach helped me.
I am having feelings today that the progress in my sitch is just a passing phase and it is just a dream. I am a little scared that the bomb will fall again. Nothing particular has happened and everything is going real well. Maybe I can just still feel the hurt from 7 months ago.
