Stop trying to come up with reasons to contact him. Before you call him count to 1 million.
He said he was stopping out for N14. Let him come when he does, that's it.
You and your H both fell off the wagon. Pick yourself up woman. Stop being pathetic and looking for his sympathy now.
You hurt so much because you feel you had a glimpse of real H during ML. Remember he maybe felt that too and it scared him. It scared him so much he ran back to ow. He needs double the distance to sort himself out. Leave him alone.
No work today?
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
