I said I am wasting my time MWG. That is how I feel, like I have wasted the last 2 years of my life loving a man that can't even love himself let alone anyone else. A man that doesn't respect me. A man that doesn't appreciate me or my love for him.
It is past time. The tears will stay I am afraid. I love him too much for them not to. BUT life does go on. Life changes whether we like it or not. Time to accept.
So like I said today is N14's B-day. H says he will stop out. It would be good for them both if he was here. I don't want what is going on between him and I to cause these girls anymore pain. My thoughts... Send him a text saying "supper is at 5:30 or 6 cake and ice cream after. With the weather your welcome to stay till work. I have things to do so will not bother you." (it's snowing and he has to go to work at 9:30 and we live half way to his work)
Should I? or not?
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
