Hi KenF: I've been wondering about you and how you're doing...thinking that this must be a tough time for you - what with the holidays and your D's b-day.
I've been fortunate on this site in that I really do get a ton of help from different points of view - and I don't think I would be where I am right now if not for all the good people here.
I looked for an update on your thread - but didn't see anything there...I'm sorry to know that you had more reminders of why things won't get fixed...but maybe knowing that is part of realizing which threads of the rope still have you.
While I miss my W - I know that the person I missed just isn't available to me (anymore? hard to say). But I am realizing more and more that if we did not go through this now, we would have just hit this wall sometime later in life...and maybe hitting it now is best for all of us - giving her the chance to learn and grow - giving me that chance to work on aspects of my life that I had neglected for far, far too long.
Vent when you need to, Ken...and know that we're always here for you.
-Carlos.
btw...I smile whenever I look at my new moniker...makes me feel like I'm in control of my future now...
