Stayed home from work today. Am going to the bank to open my own account. Looking at apartments. I'm making a fresh start! Leaving H to deal with the crap! Financially we are going down the tubes. Right now, I don't care. I'm going to get a nice apartment that I am compfortable in using part of my bonus. I know H won't like that, will want me to get a cheap place so we can pay ranch and such longer. But, I am through worrying about maintaining "our dreams". I have been holding down the fort and letting him do whatever he wants for 9 months now. It's my turn to be "selfish"! I don't care if the bill collectors are knocking down our doors! Let him worry about it! I don't care!

I care about me and my kids. That's it!

TJ

Me45,H49
D24,S18
M26,T28
Bomb 3/19/08
Sep 6/23/08
EA/PA with Secretary 2007-8
3/2009 H moved in w/OW2
7/2009 Let him go w/Love.
8/2009 Legally Sep'd