I had read some of Tawyna's posts earlier on, but I will go back and look and what is happening now.
What is an FB account? I feel kinda silly for asking but I really don't know what that means.
I have had to resist several urges so far but it is definatley getting easier. Deep down I think I keep hoping that he will just wake up and change his mind, but I know that is not going to happen.
The other day at my son's b-ball game I had to run the snack bar and I was talking with one of his classmates mom's. I remembered that she got divorced years ago. We just started talking about christmas and she mentioned something about it being hard b/c she was divorced and I said how I was in the process of getting divorced.. As the conversation went on it was funny because her and her ex are good friend now, in fact he wants her back. She said he comes over all the time and has said to her recently.."remember when you told me I would regret this..well I regret all of this.." But she doesn't want him back now. She doesn't mind being friends but she has no desire to have him back as her husband. Its been six years since they got divorced. So I guess it just goes to show that anything is possible. They have 3 great kids together and they share custody. She said it was really hard at first but as much as he tries she just can not imagine taking him back because he didn't care enought then to listen to her when she tried to tell him what was wrong.
I am trying to find some stuff to do this weekend. A friend of mine invited me to an all ladies poker game. And I have some shopping I have to get done.
I have all next week off of work, so I am looking forward to just relaxing a bit. I thought about going on a mini vacation by myself but I really don't want to spend too much money right now. I spent a lot last weekend, and with christmas. My H just bought our D a laptop and our S an ipod touch. I just wish he would have consulted with me. I hate surprises on the credit card!! I really need to start closing our accts. EVERYTHING is still joinly owned.
How did the movie night go with your sons last Friday??
