I didn't help with her brakes, physically. I did what was needed at the smallest level. I did not do any repairs, put in brake fluid. I told her what she needed to do. I think that shocked her. That I didn't want to do more. That I followed up with my call to her Friday night asking about her brakes and telling her to get it done. I could've dropped off her table last night when I picked up D17 last night. If D17 goes there tonight, I probably will if I am not still out Xmas shopping.
I do feel detached emotionally from her, that she is no longer in control. I had posted that feeling when I stopped in to check her brakes and wen into her work to tell her what was what. This was not the first time I have been around her and showed no emotional tie to her. I will continue to grow and be dark in this regard.
