That is so awesome to take that kind of trip. Have a blast.
Thanks for checking in on me. Its been really kind of surreal the past couple of days. Some moments I can't believe I sent that. I know I NEED to let go but letting go is so hard. But looking back I guess he has been gone for so long and I don't know what I am really holding on too. The memories and the desire to have him back I guess. But he is not really present so the pain I keep causing myself over and over by trying just isn't worth it.
Your mom is a smart women. Just getting thru the Holidays should be the only goal. I will be soooooo happy when they are over with. I haven't even bought any gifts yet. I am in serious denial about them. I just want to push Christmas as far away as possible and hope that it doesn't happen. But I can't do that for my kids they need to celebrate.
I wish you the best of luck this holiday season. If there is anything I can do for you. IF you need to vent or talk.. you can reach out to me any time. Have a wonderful trip. Be safe driving and enjoy yourself.
I can't thank Sandi enough for sending you wonderful ladies my way. You have all been so inspirational and life savors when you didn't even know you were.
