Nasmat - #2

[nw626]

Nas
I am sorry for your sadness.
Cry is ok, let it all out.

If you think it is best not to see him today, just cancel the meeting. You need a break from this.

We (LBS) always have this question ...why...why me?
What did I do to deserve this?
I wish I have an answer for you.
All the memories (good/bad) are REAL for you and your H. He is not the same person that you once know, at least not now and you may never find that person again.

Loneliness is not an easy feeling. Is there anything that you want to do by yourself? Like go for a run, gym, read, write...etc
Focus on something that you want to do that make you happy.

Use this time to work on yourself and you will be ready for your next lucky star. He may be your H to start a new R with or someone else, only time will tell.

God has his funny way to do things. It may not be the way that we want, but it is the right way. God has laid this challenge for you. I know you are a strong woman Nas. I know you will tackle this with your best of your ability. Once you have done the best that you can, what else God can ask for?

Just give it sometimes. The anger, sadness and loneliness will pass. At least it will not border you as much as before.

You are a strong and smart woman.
You can do this.

NW626