Thinking of you K, I will have coffee waiting when you wake up...
Wish I had the right words. I am glad you are not 100% giving up yet, I know you have peace knowing you left no stone unturned, as we say over in these parts of the world...
This is kind of personal but have you had affection since H decided he wanted you back? You talked about lying in bed together that one time, but I don't remember...(also I am so tired I cannot think)
Just asking b/c if my H had come back and said he wanted 'in' again, I might have jumped on him by now. Grabbed him and kissed him just to see what would happen.
I am amazed, you are so much better at being patient than I am!
