Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

[phbear316]

GM

Thanks for your kind words. ITs hard without her, she was the light of my life, when I would feel so down, she would come and sit in my lap and just purr away and look at me, almost saying to me its ok,, we will be ok.

Yes stbex is acting very nutty. Constant text messages about cat. I just dont understand. It angers me that he is showing so much emotion about the cat, and I got nothing.

yea, the thing with the ow, deb says she is so sorry, i went and spent the night playing with the kids to get my mind off of the cat. OK I don't want to hear it.

The new guy thing, I don't know, sending me mixed messages. Friday i asked if we could possible spend some time together, maybe sunday. well he texts me with why are you so fixated on spending the day with me. long story short I don't know what is going on we did not break up but something is not right. He has not been feeling well and i am going to chalk it up to that, but my eyes are wide open to this.
Don't know if its me cause its been 18 yrs since I have dated, maybe i am out of the loop. I am just sitting back and waiting to see what happens

hugs
bear