Making my own good karma!!

[Silent Chrleader]

How is it possible to be alive if your heart stops beating?

H and I talked for the hour long ferry ride. He said he doesn't love me and hasn't "for a long time". He says he even remembers being in his bunk on the submarine as it pulled into port thinking that he didn't want to come home. That's at least 11 years ago. So, this isn't MLC. Our whole life together was a lie.

I don't think I can make it through this.