I don't know why these guys can't just get mad at themselves.
Wow, this just so clicked for me! I'm reading this thinking: EXACTLY. At least as part of a reaction anyway...
Sorry to hear it's been a roller coaster. This time of year is tough indeed. I'm feeling it too. The hardest part for me is having such mixed feelings towards w. but I'm trying to do the detaching thing (fumbling around in it).