the rope is fraying now #10

[sandi2]

Hi Babygirl. Thank you so much for the words you have sent to me.

This has been an amazing night, so far, since I have started reading. I have just begun and already have read from two of my girls that just didn't think there was any way on earth that they could ever turn lose of their H's......and yet, I come in and read that post that says that they have! I don't know what is in the air, but it must be something that has given them the grit and grace to do what they know they must.

It is so sad to think of all the families that will be breaking up at Christmastime or shortly afterwards. I had heard that that happens a lot. My heart goes out to you and I wish I could say something wonderful to help your pain. I just feel.....I don't know babygirl.....just sad. I know you have a lot to deal with and I admire you more now than ever since I understand more than I use to know. Some day, some way, you will be blessed....I am sure of it. Sweet people like you have to have those blessings in life b/c you give so much of yourself not to get a little in return.

I don't know many on this board that has as many friend as Babygirl does. I see your name everywhere and that is b/c you go to them and say a few word (unlike me)but they are precious. Hold on tight, sweetie, and don't let go of all that you know is good and true. You are love.

Sandi