I know how you feel. I also miss being in love and being loved. I miss the fun things we used to do and the laughter. But I don't want to be with anybody in order to not be alone.
I also had a few good days, althought I got sad inbetween. But when the sun shines I feel so much happier, even if it is cold outside.
Yes, we have been alone for A LONG TIME. Sometimes I quite enjoy being able to do what I want and that's why I am worried that I will get used to it and develope some strange habits. I don't want to end up like a strange loner.
I wish you a lovely week and some more good days. (((((HUGS)))))
