I am trying really hard to keep up the PMA but am not doing a very good job I'm afraid. I am really really stressed right now. I was supposed to work today (I did not work last week at all and this day was only because my co-worker needed the day off) and I was/am snowed in. There was such bad ice and snow that my work was not going to open so my only chance for a little money coming in and it gets ruined.
Because of the snow things with the army are getting even more delayed because people are not in their offices. So I am not holding my breath to get any news.
I am going to do some applications online but there is just not a lot out there right now. Then when the snow clears up I can take out some applications that I was planning on taking around today after work. Another botched plan I guess.
Things are still good between us but my stress level is really getting in between us. It's not as fun to talk because I always bring up the money situation. It's like I can't help it. I'm so stressed and feel out of control and he is laid back and "it's gonna work out" HOW!!! Tell me how it will work out and I will believe you and calm down. Until I see a solid plan I'm going to keep being stressed.
So still no fighting but I can tell that he is getting frustrated with me. Because of this I am going to try and keep contact low until I can calm down a little.
I'm hoping and praying that this will all pass soon and the New Year will bring peace and happiness.
