Making my own good karma!!

[Silent Chrleader]

I just called H. Told him I wasn't doing well. I know that is so NOT DB'ing. We're going to talk on the ferry home. I know I'm going to try to reason with him and beg and he'll walk away and I'll be devastated. I'm so not OK. I sit here at my desk quietly crying like a pathetic idiot. I feel like I'm dying inside. We've been together for 27 years! I don't want to live my life without him! It's no wonder he doesn't want me! I'm impatient and an emotional basket case!