Whoa.....back away from that statement right now! You KNOW without a doubt there is no way that is true. Your XH has issues on top of issues. If he seems all happy go lucky in his new life, then good for him. It's more than likely him acting as if and it will crash in on him at some point. Kris, I know you know this, but "karma is a beotch"! It will come around to him someday.
You are reacting to the wedding news because of two reasons I can sense:
1)This is an older woman and, even though you are probably very happy for her, on some level you are wondering why you aren't moving forward faster. It's causing a lot of hurt feelings in you - more so than one of your young girlfriends who you have watched go through their romances.
2) It's the holidays! That magnifies EVERYTHING! Being alone (in the respect of having no R at this time) at Christmas is terribly hard. There is a program I have been through that has helped me enormously. I will send you a like to the information on your FB.
Most importantly sweetie, take good care of you. I completely understand that it is so hard to feel yourself falling back into the pits when you've been so up for so long. You will pull through it. Exercise in your new workout room! Have a BLAST rocking out to loud music while you workout. Enjoy yourself and LIVE just for you!!! You're only young once!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
