I feel myself wanting to reach out to xh. I know that no good would come from it so I am refraining. He is happy in his life now and doesn't want to hear from me. His myspace page says he is "smitten". I know I shouldn't look, but sometimes curiosity gets the best of me. I just don't understand how he could be so messed up with me and now in a seemingly happy R. It is almost like I WAS the cause of his problems.
MySpace..God Kris stop looking at his MySpace page..do yourself a favor block his MySpace page..uyou can block people from seeing Facebook pages and I'mm sure MySpace is the same..I blocked kim from seeing mine, so I can no longer see hers..and who cares anyway..why do you care if he is happy?? make your own happiness..
and the wedding talk..just smile and wave boys..just smile and wave.
