Last night the girls and I an D17's boyfriend went and got our tree. We had some fun decorating it and even though there was a lot of memories we didn't let it get us down too much. In fact it was pleasant.
This morning W came for the morning routine with the girls.I came downstairs for a moment to tell her that I made a Dr's appt for D13 today. She seemed out of sorts.
I went back to my room and she left 20 minutes later. She called me on my cell and asked if it was ok if she came by to look through the box of tree decorations so she could pick out some that had 'meaning' to her. I said that was fine and she said that I could 'watch her' to see what she takes. I told her take what she wants I don't need to watch her.
So she came by and took both boxes with her.
Today I am working on getting past the depression so maybe I can find myself in acceptance.
