That's exactly how I feel...like I'm on eggshells. We did kind of have a very indepth conversation about our marriage 2 days ago though which seemed to dispell some of the tension. The conversation really helped us see what we were doing wrong and what we'd like to see done different. Maybe that is what you 2 need to do?. Kind of lay out the ground rules.

It's so hard to be intimate with someone when you don't know if it will mean anything or even if the relationship will last. You do get an emotional attachement though and that is good.

I guess you are right...the day to day has to start sometime.

I'll be praying for you and how it goes tonight. Let me know how it turns out.

I notice you are in Texas. Where? I'm in Round Rock about 20 minutes from Austin.