Wow, went and read a few of the additional sites and postings. It is scary to see where I am at. She is definitely in the midst of her mid life crisis and there are signs of hope for us. Her mood on Friday night when I called, being upset and flying off the handle. I heard she left a nasty message for my BIL over at his place. These appear to be signs of frustration on her part acording to some of these sites and posts. Like everythng is against her. Like a sort of "demonic" paranoia. I feel I should bring the TV table to her, but I also feel a little reluctant to do so. Again, I am not sure sometimes where the being treated like a doormat begins and ends and where true compassion and shining through to her are.
I said I would do it, and I should, because my word is my word. Nervous and feeling tense about it. Feel like this is another opportuniry. Need to take this and shine? Mayb?
