I kinda wish that's how it is here in IL. Not the case though. I know that pressing charges would have made things worse. I know it. Plus his FIL would be threatening me then too and I don't want that.

I am aware that there are many forms of abuse. I know that this was due to his drinking all day though and not wanting to be shown he was wrong about being behind on child support.

I wish I could have called in sick today. I don't feel like being here. Our towns are in a sheet of ice...I even had ice INSIDE my car to scrape off! I'm sore from H's crap and even have bruises on my chest now from it.

I think I may be the messed up one though.... I WANT to contact H and see how HE is. I WANT to know what's in his head and what he's thinking. Is that wrong of me?