You are a giver and you are very comfortable in the role. Up until now, you have had lots of energy, good health and always a good heart. But we all come to a point where we will need to receive as well. Please don't feel guilty that you are now at the receiving end. Please know that all the good work that you have done have been felt by many many people, including me, who is just quietly reading your posts on this BB. Even now, you are continuing in your giving work. It's true, you have the most wonderful spirit. Even with these tremendous physical hurdles, you continue to give with your words on this BB. Good for you. You set a great example for all of us.
So sorry to hear about your daughter's hospital stay. I hope it is not too serious.
It is natural to feel sad for all that you have lost so far. We, on this BB, has felt great loss. There is nothing I can say that will soothe your pain. I am sure you know that in order to get some peace in life, you don't look to your past, you don't plan for your future. Just live for today. I hope we can all live in the present.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09
