Maybe I should be in piecing part 5?

[Hope4us]

Thanks guys, I appreciate the comments.

Just a quick post, dang work is calling.

Yesterday was a really good day. We decorated for Christmas, W was in the best mood I've seen in a long time. She was planning things to make for our Christmas party on Saturday. We were watching the Steelers handle the Ravens and W made dinner. While she was making dinner she must have been thinking, because after we ate she was a little different. Don't know if her great mood (and obviously enjoying my company) scared her or what, but she was not so upbeat and happy after. Not that she was in a bad mood or anything, but just different.

It seems like every time she has a really good day/week, there's a pull back of some type. But those seem to be getting smaller and smaller each time. So good progress right?

But I still struggle with everything being about her. Will that change as she continues to de-fog (if in fact that's what's going on)? Will she ever give me what I need in this marriage? That's the question that I struggle with every day.

Hope everyone has a good day. WE DESERVE IT!