So here are some things that I enjoyed before arriving at work:
* Waking up in a nice warm bed. What a great feeling. * Stretching in bed. * D6 came in and snuggled with me. Lots of hugs and kisses. * S8 came in and snuggled. Hugs and kisses. * D6 and I relived us swinging at park on Monday. * S9 came in and snuggled with me. Lots of hugs and kisses. * D6 was laying in bed and and making her noises... * Shaving felt good... * Candle in bathroom smelled nice. * Nice hot shower was great... * The apple shampoo smelled great * Getting my hair looking "Just right" * Picking out the cologne to wear * Picking out nice clothes to wear.... * Eating chocolate pancakes with kids. * The nice cold air felt refreshing! * Seeing kids off to school. I got goodbye kisses. They are with W for next three days. Glad mom is still in their lives..Other kids are not so lucky (Prayers)... * Chatting with 3 Starbucks employee's * Drinking my Mocca Frappachino * Singing along with songs on the radio * Chatting with a good friend on the phone
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712
I had my last session with CFI yesterday. Her report is due Friday.
Her statements were positive. She did say several things that made me anxious. I didn't sleep well last night. (First time in months). Time to get my head back in "The NOW".....
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M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.
Some things to balance: I need more ME time to just relax and exercise.... I need to eat a healthier breakfast. Starbucks frappuccinos aint cutting it...
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712