Another Wife Hit by the Bomb Thread #5

[Tawnya]

{{{Tomato}}} I will have to go read your thread..I hope you are finding a place of peace for YOURSELF this evening my friend..estrofest is next weekend (woo hoo!)...it will definitely be a first for ME in that I will be driving this trip by myself..it'll be the first "alone" long drive I've ever taken (weird but true!)

{{Amy}} So glad you had a GREAT day..today WAS a good day..first one I've had in a while..funny what happens when you do what you are suppose to and just enjoy your day..spent time with God, some friends, my son, and my daughter..which was just NICE..even texted HUB for a sec to see if he'd gone and cleaned while I was out with son, not that I asked him to, but just wondered cause he was out..no more..no less, funny enough he texted me back and told me exactly what he was doing (or at least what he wanted me to know LOL)..said he would clean if I wanted..I declined and thanked him..that was that..

{{{Sandi}}} Hope you and your daughter are doing well today! As for my son and learning things, I TOLD him specifically, from the first time we talked about "dad not being happy and possibly leaving" that this is NOT what marriage should be, that people should try to work things out..and then with this with the "friend taking the trip", I told him that this should be the type of friendship you should ONLY have with your spouse when you are married, and so I hope he listens I love the thought you have for my daughter and I just pray that she will marry well to someone who loves God, loves her, and is a good man who will treat her like the precious person she is!

{{{Wifey}}} Wow..what a major decision you have just been thru my friend..I am glad you are RELIEVED and you sound amazing..I think the same thing you said to me, I will say back to you..YOU are worth fighting for and if your hub doesn't see that, it's HIS loss my friend..(and thank you..)

I think..right at this moment, today, I am just really really at peace..could be just that I felt that way from church today, tomorrow could be a different story, but I've just felt really "free" today from "something"..I really can't explain it, someone prayed for me today and said something about being "free from the control of man"..and a lot of nice things about ME, prayers for me/about me, about how God approves of me already, no question,

I've really pondered those things today and I think (can't promise I will not be a basket case tomorrow LOL) that I FEEL God's love for me and I don't feel like "I can't ever measure up to what hub thinks, can't make up for what I have/haven't done", and I feel like that prayer about free from the control of man is not that my hub WAS controlling ME but I was letting HIM control me (if that makes sense)..obviously that is true or I wouldn't be roller coastering with his actions..I really, for the first time in a long time, feel like I will be OKAY and stronger and better for all of this

I hope that makes sense..I have felt rambly the past few days LOL

Tawnya