Being content for now.

[kissak]

Ok guys, I had a little bit of a melt down Friday with my H. He picked up the kids from me for the weekend and I asked what they had planned for the night...he said they were going to his parents and he was going to do laundry. Ok...what didnt set right with me was that he wanted his sister to stop by and get their clothes from me...he werent going to wait around for me to get them to him....so when he left he called me to let me know that I could drop the kids clothes off at his sisters workplace...then I asked why he was in such a hurry...he stalled and gave some excuse then I just said "what are you really doing"...then he came out with "im going to a party, leaving the kids at parents house".

Ok...it made me mad that he lied at first to me. Then I find out from his sister that he was going to his parents every night to use their computer...he was leaving the kids at his parents that night and they both had the flu. THE FLU!! Oh, I was furious!!! Oh, sorry but I called him. Told him that wasnt right and I wanted to know how come he lied to me anyway! Of course I know why...he didnt want me to fuss at him...but Im sorry I did it anyway!! Then I laid into him and told him i was tired of waiting on him to get me the separation papers and he needed to get on the ball!! All I got from him was more lies...then he said all he wants to do is "have fun". Thats it!!

So, he only had them yesterday. Cuz today he brought them home for church and went to work then asked if I could keep them all day because he wanted to work tonight too. So in exchange he will keep them next saturday.

I have had people telling me they saw him at 4o'clock saturday morning at a store with some lady..then he goes and gets the kids a few hours later!!

Oh Im so mad at him i could scream. My kids didnt even want to go with him today. He could have taking them to a christmas parade yesterday but didnt!! He did nothing with them!!

Oh when will he grow up????!!! I told him he was a selfish, immature a$$!!!! grrrrrr

lol OK Im done venting.

I just see him going nowhere. So does his family. All he wants to do is "have fun". He is 34 years old! Grow up already! Where is that MAN I thought I was married to a few years ago?