God grant me the patience and the strength...9

[theotherhalf]

thank you the three of you. I plan on doing as you say. I hate that we have to go back to avoiding each other, no contact between us, both of angry and hurt. I hate to put an end to the "good" that has been going on between us. I am mad as hell that him feeling safe here ended once again last night. But I know that I didn't bring us back here. He did that when he chose to go to her once again.

Just as I have learned and am doing so, to stay out of the middle of D17 and him, I am getting out of the middled of H, his MLC, and OW as well. I HAVE to.

Thanks for being here with me still....