Thanks for the hugs. My mom and I did some shopping, rented some movies, had dinner. I am so glad she is here.
This weekend has been tough, I have been sad a lot. My mom is convinced it is because H is out of town and that the holidays are approaching.
I suspect she may be on to something. I know I am so tired of thinking about it. So, tonight, I am trying to take a break from the endless analyzing that I put myself through.
I am just trying to stay in the present moment and find a few things to be happy about, like my mom's company, a nice warm house, good food and friends like you and the others I have here.
I am just asking myself to let that be enough for tonight.
