Hey Purr, bless you for posting and understanding, as usual! I will check on you.
His Dad being in that coma and facing death was a moment of clarity for me.. time to grow up (I wanted to get M after). But it seems to have had a catastrophic effect on him. I think that may be because my ex has a hidden darkness that only I know about. I guess I may never know, but I suspect thats why he left me. He couldnt stand that I knew. Helen doesnt know. She is a 'sleepwalker', I see them everywhere these days.
For example, my SIL sent me a card in which she had written "Have a wonderfui Christmas".. what planet do you live on to be so unconcious, so unreal? Whats wrong with these people!!??
Thats why I like Cher.. her Mum walked out at 15, her Dad abandoned her, her BFF killed herself.. ok, thats extreme, but she is not afraid to be real, honest, open. She is not sleepwalking.
Today, I treated myself to some VERY nice clothes :-) I need to look my best. Oh and its 7pm here!
