This is what everyone meant by 'yelling' at your H, giving him trouble for going to OW's.
Regardless, you have done what you done (spoken with him, gone to his house) for you. I hope that's the truth, and not just to force him into a decision. Actually HIS decision should have nothing to do with your decisions. Does that make sense? I am hoping you are understanding that since you said this:
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Not closing the door on my H. Not filing for D. I cant. But I will not put myself in front of his truck one more day. If he goes and files I will deal with that too.
But...I hope you will move on and make your life your own. I really do.