well. I'm wondering if I should really be here anymore. I used DB to get me to a good place but I'm going OTT on the GALing front and I'm sort of becoming those people we hate. That OP that messes the mind of a WAS to actually walk away and quit. It's not deliberate, these girls are coming to me as they are unhappy and I do give them the try and work itout speech, but I think that makes you more attractive.
I will continue to journal for a bit and think about it, but I feel a bit hypercritical in giving out advise to others when I'm being like I am.
I'm even getting called a player by people now and it's not really me, I'm just having a good time and it's happening. Yes, I know I have control, but the silly thing is, I don't actually feel bad about anything I have done. Is that wrong ?
FWIW, I have not slept with anybody, I'm really happy right now and enjoying life, still giving my boys a great time, I'm just not really abiding by DB.
