Haven't been here in a long time and I have some very negative things to say about relationships so please excuse me but I need to get this crap off my chest.
Sooooo...found out that all along H had someone other slut on the side....it's someone he works with and had probably been going on since last february (four months before he moved out). She's extremely ugly and disgusting looking which is about the only thing that gave me any consolation whatsoever. At any rate, I had been approaching this thing from the wrong perspective all along giving him credit for just "wanting to find himself". After I caught him and her coming out of his home together in the morning he had the nerve to tell me he had thought that maybe he and I would be apart for a while realize "we" had made a mistake and get back together, but it never got to that point because I kept hounding him about whether or not he was involved with someone else. Okay if that isn't the most laughable thing I've eve heard....IT DIDN'T GET TO THAT POINT BECAUSE OF ME????????????????? Are you freakin serious right now????
I hate him more than anyone can even imagine. Our family lives are ruined and he admitted that he never shared with me what was bothering him in our relationship because he didn't think I would care. Isn't that nice...never gave me the courtesy of having information that could of saved our marriage and he feels completely blameless. I look at him now and he's completely unattractive to me....all I see are his flaws and he makes me want to vomit. I hope him and his ugly butch girlfriend who has an a$$ that looks like she shoved about 27 old pillows in her velour sweats are happy together. It's so funny...I actually remember him mentioning this person about a year ago and telling him I didn't think he should be talking to her and his response was "give me a break...she weighs about three hundred pounds and has an a$$ that won't quite". So much for not worrying about your husband cheating on you with someone less attractive. He is correct, however,...she does weigh about three hundred pounds and has orange hair (seriously give up the blonde dream already).
