More interesting stuff, my W asked if I was going to be around today so that we could buy a gift for one of our neighbor's newborn. This would be the first time we would do something together in a while. Well, She was supposed to be home at midnight and didn't come home, I was worried then wondering if she stayed over at OM. I woke up this morning and called my MIL because she was taking care of our dog, I was wondering if My W called and was going to pick up our dog. My MIL said that my W called and asked her to call me to tell me that she was ok. My MIL said she shouldn't tell me but, that my W was going over to OM to end it and that she thinks my W has realized that she wasn't thinking straight.
I am not sure what to make of all of this, but she is making these decisions on her own I have said nothing and will keep living my life until she approaches me. I can't help feeling hopeful but realistic. She has to fix herself first I guess before we could fix our marriage. I keep praying for guidance, it's in Gods hands.
Any input would be helpful, I know that others have gone through cycles then back again Trapt I know you have warned me about this. This pattern has been continuing for the past couple of weeks I hope it keeps going.
ME 44 W 32 M 5 T 6
no kids
June 08 I don't want to be married it's not you it's me
