hi again Just an update. I think I am officially d. As usual h has no sensitivity when it comes the anything especially me. He called me and said can you come I am at the office. I said no I have to go to work. But stupid me I went an signed papers when I had to go to work. I sent him a ripping email about how selfish he is. I know it does no good but I felt better.
H keeps giving me more papers to sign so I guess the d cannot be done yet. I was thinking how he dragged out our m because according to him he made a mistake, then he dragged out our separation and now he is dragging out our d. He called me when I was at school. I did not answer so he left a vm. I did not return his call. He called again. I said I am going to write a final exam in half an hour so no I will not be there to sign d papers. He seems to be in such a hurry all of a sudden.
Well I just wanted to update my status. I hope all of you are doing what you can do cope and move past all of this. Sometimes I do wish it hadn't taken so long with me. I still hurt over small things I wish I did not. I do know somethings will always hurt.
I am not sure if I can ever except the ow.
Well that is all. If I don't get back on here. I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas and a very happy and prosperous New Year.
