hmm why the no with the invite?

because of what i "know". things -- remember he is a manipulator....it was NOT to be with me but for something in someway that he woudl gain... Trust me on this one. =)

talked with the C about it today actually... he was glad i said no. See part of what xh wants/wanted was to be my best friend BUT NOT BE MARRIED to me. IF my heart were at a different place, then yes...but right now it is way to attached..so the no was good for me.

he still has far far to go =(

Beleive me I wish it were different.


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again